A Country Girl Can Survive.

i cant wait til school ends! haha its so boring! and I wanna be everywhere I can be during the summer! hahha and parties every single night! its gonna be awesome! im so excited! plus this weekend is a 3 day holiday weekend! its memorial day so theres a party at my house! my parents are stocking up on the beer and alcohol! I need to buy some snuff and cigarettes like today because im out and haven't had anything for 2 days! I had a pouch during school today but that's it! I asked Tristan if he had any cigarettes this morning but he said no. we smoked them all this weekend! haha alls I have are these little pouches. I usually only chew them during school but I have to chew them now until I get some. I usually only smoke on the weekends but ive been smoking throughout the week now. I need to quit! but everyone has a bad habit and mine just happens to be smoking and chewing snuff... ohhh well. this weekend was fun! haha on Friday night me, Tristan, kolby, and wyatt all stayed at my house. haha umm it was a pretty interesting night:) haha first after school, me and Tristan came to my house to get my cigarettes and snuff from my mom because I left her money to get them for us. then we went up to aunt trace's to get wyatt and kolby. we ate up at her house and then we went to kolby's so he could get his cigarettes from his room. then we went back to my house. we went for a walk in the woods and got lost! haha but I managed to find our way out! then when we got back at my house it started pouring down rain! thank god we got home because it started storming! haha it rained for like an hour and then stopped.(no one had a party on Friday.) we drove around for a bit on the backroads:) we ended up back at my house. Jacob and shawn came in their truck to my house. and bep, mir, Austin, and Jeremy came in bep's truck to my house. and brooke and scottie came to my house too in his truck. haha but they all came at different times! jake and shawn were there only for like 20 minutes. they ate my doritos! haha and then they left. they were just there to chat:) haha then bep, mir, Austin, and Jeremy were there for a little bit. they were just there long enough to get a jar of shine. hahah and they were off to aunt trace's to share with her and uncle steve! then my parents decided to go up to aunt trace's with another jar to party together I guess! haha and then brooke and scottie came for awhile. they left around 11:30 almost 12:00. we went outside in the woods for awhile. we were ghost hunting:) haha we didn't see or catch anything but a possum:) haha it was in one of my traps. we took it to my party trailer! haha we don't use the party trailer anymore because its trashed. and theres holes in the floor, walls, and ceiling. ill have to tell you guys about the party trailer sometime:) we put the possum in the floor and threw the rug over it! haha theres a few other possum stories with the party trailer. then we went back to my house. me and Tristan were alone in my room for a little while;) and I think you guys know what happened... ;) haha im not gonna get into full detail about it:) we were alone because kolby and wyatt were out in the basement living room playing black ops zombies... haha they knew exactly what was goin on:) but anyways... off that subject:) saturday we worked on my tractor and derby car all day. on sunday we went to kennywood!! haha it was fun! laterr yalll:)

I haven't hung out with Tristan all week after school! he has taken me to school and taken me home and stayed at my house for a little bit, but he just has to go work with his dad all the time now. im perfectly fine with it! but im just sayin its different not hangin out with my small town crew everyday. we all have to work during the week now that its warm enough out. I mean we always work in no matter what kinda weather but theres more work to be done now that springs here and its warm out. plus we all have to work on our derby cars and tractors! haha well see ya later yall! parties this weekend:) ill let ya know how everything goes!

Except I really don't wear makeup all that much. im not tryin to impress anyone! plus the real beauty is on the inside. if any guy should love you, he should love you for whats inside, not how your face looks! plus you could be beautiful on the outside, but very ugly on the inside! but lots of girls are beautiful on the inside and out:) like me. I think im beautiful just that way I am. Tristan thinks the same. he thinks im absolutely gorgeous! hahah most people don't realize that I don't wear makeup. I only wear it for like prom and stuff. I used to wear makeup all the time and one day I just didn't. and I asked my friends if I looked any different? and they said no. I told them I didn't put any makeup on and they said I didn't look any different. so if my friends who I see all the time don't notice, no one else is gonna notice. hahah the most makeup I wear anymore is just eyeliner but that's it! hhaha I see no point in wearing all that makeup stuff on my face because alls it causes is pimples. whenever you don't wear makeup, no pimples:) haha helloo girls? your beautiful just the way you are:)
anyways.. im done helpin my dad make the shine. he can take care of the rest! hes a professional:) hahahaha I worked on my derby car for a little bit. its comin along! I cant wait for this summer! were getting the derby cars and the tractors fixed up. We got the derby and the tractor pulls this summer:) im sooo excited! me and my brother are both in the derby and the tractor pull. its my first year for both! im sooo frikkin excited! I cant wait til summer gets here! My dads teachin me what I need to do with the tractor. like fix it and then what I need to do when im out there pullin to win! im vs. my brother in both the tractor pull and derby! this is my brothers 5th year in the derby and 6th year in the tractor pull. he got 3rd place his first year. 4th place his second year, 2nd place his third year, and 1st place these last three years for the tractor pulls. This year who knows I might beat him:) no one knows:) haha I could! you never know! Im vs. eric, wyatt, and my brother in the tractor pull. 3 important boys in my life! haha its crazy! im the only girl who registered so far! and hopefully im the only one!
in the derby im vs. my brother, kolby, Tristan, scottie, bep, Robert, and karissa. karissa is the one me and bep got into a fight with at that one party! ohh well.. 5 important boys and 1 most important girl in my life! hahah and then theres karissa whos shit to me. well no one likes her in the derby. she tried it last year and failed completely. she was the first out! hahah so she could be the first out this year too!
my cars gonna look badass whenever were done with it! haha and my tractor still needs work but is almost done! we started very early for both tractors this year! Me, my brother, and eric are all Farmall. and wyatts Allis Chalmers. cant wait!

Daddy's little girl right here:) wore this today. haha im goin to help my dad make some shine and then were gonna work some more on my derby car. later yall:)

I wore this to the grand march for my best friends prom:) everyone looked so beautiful! lots and lots of pictures:)
 
Well bad news everyone. i cant find my prom dress anywhere on google or on polyvore! hahha ohh well ill just describe it to you. it was gorgeous! it was strapless. it was a cream color and it was very lightly glittered all over. and from the top it was creamy gold colored sequins that faded out half way down my dress. it was beautiful! i wore a pair of cowgirl boots underneath, these rings and earrings, my grandma's old diamond necklace, and i had my hair and nails done. i have very long and thick hair! it was all curled and half up half down. Tristan's sister bethanie did it for me. it was gorgeous too! she did my nails to match my dress and i did my makeup. just mascara, eyeliner, a tiny bit of eyeshadow, and a little bit of lipgloss. we had so much fun at PROM! me, Tristan, and all of our frineds were pretty much the only ones who knew how to country line dance:) that's the country comin out in us! hahah love yall:)

this is soo true:)
I have all of these boots. I don't think I have enough boots to be honest! and the funny things is.. I wear all of them! haha I love my boots!

it was chilly all weekend! I had to break out my carhartt for saturday night! we all took our momma's out for mother's day Saturday night because everything was reserved for sunday! me, Tristan, my momma, Zachary(my brother), wyatt, kylie(my sister), aunt trace, scottie, bep, and Dakota all took my momma and aunt trace out to eat Saturday night. Tristan, scottie, and bep's momma died last year so it was a hard day on sunday for them. we went to the cemetery on sunday to take her flowers. it was a sad and hard day for all of us. anyways.. back to Saturday night. we took them to eat and then we brought them back home. while we went out to eat, my dad, uncle steve, and all of my dad's brothers were having a shootin competition at my house.. they were throwing shit up in the air and shootin it. haha I was like "why didn't you invite me??" my momma wanted to do that too! us crazy rednecks:) but we do that any other time! haha then I picked my momma flowers out in the woods before she got up on sunday. I even cleaned the house for her on mothers day! I even cleaned my room sorta! haha and I washed come of my muddy clothes too! haha suprising huh??!! me, kylie, Zachary, and my dad bought her a new pair of boots. Ariats:) because she wanted a new pair! their really cute too! too bad we don't have the same size feet.. haha:) ohhh well.. im sooo thankful and blessed by the Lord for having such a wonderful, loving mother<3

yess i wore muck boots today. haaha I wasn't planning on wearing this today but I just kinda did. I was in the barn this morning before school and just didn't change my boots. I just kinda threw something on this morning. soffee shorts, fox hoodie, tall socks, and muck boots. haha I get weird looks from people at school anyways but I got a lot of different weird looks today for wearing shorts and muck boots! I could care less of what people think of me! I don't give a shit:) hahah well no parties outside tonight because its pouring down rain. soo maybe tomorrow if its not raining! well that's only for one outside. Im havin a party at my house tonight since we have nothing else to do since its prom tonight. its 8:30 & Tristan's taking a nap right meow on my couch upstairs in the living room. I just got up from my nap like 10 minutes ago. I was on the couch with him. I slept almost 2 hours so im good now! haha he probs has only been sleepin an hour because he fell asleep way after I did! I fell asleep with him holding me. I woke up when he moved me to lay down. then I fell back asleep and woke up an hour later. I might wake him up around 9:00 or so. well im goin to make something to eat because we didn't eat after school. we went to see a few of my friends at grand march for their first prom:) they all looked so beautiful! i left school early so i could do their hair for prom. We left at 10:30 because everyone was for prom and my mom excused me from school today. i did jenn's hair and breann's hair. i was soo happy for them when they got asked to prom by their crushes! first i went to prom last weekend and they went this weekend! Tristan asked me to his prom and i went last weekend with him! ill post my dress and stuff soon! we came home and worked on my derby car until it started pouring down rain and then came in and fell asleep. love yall:)

wore this to school today. today was a viewing for the boys. very heartbreaking</3