A Country Girl Can Survive.

I haven't hung out with Tristan all week after school! he has taken me to school and taken me home and stayed at my house for a little bit, but he just has to go work with his dad all the time now. im perfectly fine with it! but im just sayin its different not hangin out with my small town crew everyday. we all have to work during the week now that its warm enough out. I mean we always work in no matter what kinda weather but theres more work to be done now that springs here and its warm out. plus we all have to work on our derby cars and tractors! haha well see ya later yall! parties this weekend:) ill let ya know how everything goes!

Except I really don't wear makeup all that much. im not tryin to impress anyone! plus the real beauty is on the inside. if any guy should love you, he should love you for whats inside, not how your face looks! plus you could be beautiful on the outside, but very ugly on the inside! but lots of girls are beautiful on the inside and out:) like me. I think im beautiful just that way I am. Tristan thinks the same. he thinks im absolutely gorgeous! hahah most people don't realize that I don't wear makeup. I only wear it for like prom and stuff. I used to wear makeup all the time and one day I just didn't. and I asked my friends if I looked any different? and they said no. I told them I didn't put any makeup on and they said I didn't look any different. so if my friends who I see all the time don't notice, no one else is gonna notice. hahah the most makeup I wear anymore is just eyeliner but that's it! hhaha I see no point in wearing all that makeup stuff on my face because alls it causes is pimples. whenever you don't wear makeup, no pimples:) haha helloo girls? your beautiful just the way you are:)
anyways.. im done helpin my dad make the shine. he can take care of the rest! hes a professional:) hahahaha I worked on my derby car for a little bit. its comin along! I cant wait for this summer! were getting the derby cars and the tractors fixed up. We got the derby and the tractor pulls this summer:) im sooo excited! me and my brother are both in the derby and the tractor pull. its my first year for both! im sooo frikkin excited! I cant wait til summer gets here! My dads teachin me what I need to do with the tractor. like fix it and then what I need to do when im out there pullin to win! im vs. my brother in both the tractor pull and derby! this is my brothers 5th year in the derby and 6th year in the tractor pull. he got 3rd place his first year. 4th place his second year, 2nd place his third year, and 1st place these last three years for the tractor pulls. This year who knows I might beat him:) no one knows:) haha I could! you never know! Im vs. eric, wyatt, and my brother in the tractor pull. 3 important boys in my life! haha its crazy! im the only girl who registered so far! and hopefully im the only one!
in the derby im vs. my brother, kolby, Tristan, scottie, bep, Robert, and karissa. karissa is the one me and bep got into a fight with at that one party! ohh well.. 5 important boys and 1 most important girl in my life! hahah and then theres karissa whos shit to me. well no one likes her in the derby. she tried it last year and failed completely. she was the first out! hahah so she could be the first out this year too!
my cars gonna look badass whenever were done with it! haha and my tractor still needs work but is almost done! we started very early for both tractors this year! Me, my brother, and eric are all Farmall. and wyatts Allis Chalmers. cant wait!

Daddy's little girl right here:) wore this today. haha im goin to help my dad make some shine and then were gonna work some more on my derby car. later yall:)

I wore this to the grand march for my best friends prom:) everyone looked so beautiful! lots and lots of pictures:)
 
Well bad news everyone. i cant find my prom dress anywhere on google or on polyvore! hahha ohh well ill just describe it to you. it was gorgeous! it was strapless. it was a cream color and it was very lightly glittered all over. and from the top it was creamy gold colored sequins that faded out half way down my dress. it was beautiful! i wore a pair of cowgirl boots underneath, these rings and earrings, my grandma's old diamond necklace, and i had my hair and nails done. i have very long and thick hair! it was all curled and half up half down. Tristan's sister bethanie did it for me. it was gorgeous too! she did my nails to match my dress and i did my makeup. just mascara, eyeliner, a tiny bit of eyeshadow, and a little bit of lipgloss. we had so much fun at PROM! me, Tristan, and all of our frineds were pretty much the only ones who knew how to country line dance:) that's the country comin out in us! hahah love yall:)

this is soo true:)
I have all of these boots. I don't think I have enough boots to be honest! and the funny things is.. I wear all of them! haha I love my boots!

it was chilly all weekend! I had to break out my carhartt for saturday night! we all took our momma's out for mother's day Saturday night because everything was reserved for sunday! me, Tristan, my momma, Zachary(my brother), wyatt, kylie(my sister), aunt trace, scottie, bep, and Dakota all took my momma and aunt trace out to eat Saturday night. Tristan, scottie, and bep's momma died last year so it was a hard day on sunday for them. we went to the cemetery on sunday to take her flowers. it was a sad and hard day for all of us. anyways.. back to Saturday night. we took them to eat and then we brought them back home. while we went out to eat, my dad, uncle steve, and all of my dad's brothers were having a shootin competition at my house.. they were throwing shit up in the air and shootin it. haha I was like "why didn't you invite me??" my momma wanted to do that too! us crazy rednecks:) but we do that any other time! haha then I picked my momma flowers out in the woods before she got up on sunday. I even cleaned the house for her on mothers day! I even cleaned my room sorta! haha and I washed come of my muddy clothes too! haha suprising huh??!! me, kylie, Zachary, and my dad bought her a new pair of boots. Ariats:) because she wanted a new pair! their really cute too! too bad we don't have the same size feet.. haha:) ohhh well.. im sooo thankful and blessed by the Lord for having such a wonderful, loving mother<3

yess i wore muck boots today. haaha I wasn't planning on wearing this today but I just kinda did. I was in the barn this morning before school and just didn't change my boots. I just kinda threw something on this morning. soffee shorts, fox hoodie, tall socks, and muck boots. haha I get weird looks from people at school anyways but I got a lot of different weird looks today for wearing shorts and muck boots! I could care less of what people think of me! I don't give a shit:) hahah well no parties outside tonight because its pouring down rain. soo maybe tomorrow if its not raining! well that's only for one outside. Im havin a party at my house tonight since we have nothing else to do since its prom tonight. its 8:30 & Tristan's taking a nap right meow on my couch upstairs in the living room. I just got up from my nap like 10 minutes ago. I was on the couch with him. I slept almost 2 hours so im good now! haha he probs has only been sleepin an hour because he fell asleep way after I did! I fell asleep with him holding me. I woke up when he moved me to lay down. then I fell back asleep and woke up an hour later. I might wake him up around 9:00 or so. well im goin to make something to eat because we didn't eat after school. we went to see a few of my friends at grand march for their first prom:) they all looked so beautiful! i left school early so i could do their hair for prom. We left at 10:30 because everyone was for prom and my mom excused me from school today. i did jenn's hair and breann's hair. i was soo happy for them when they got asked to prom by their crushes! first i went to prom last weekend and they went this weekend! Tristan asked me to his prom and i went last weekend with him! ill post my dress and stuff soon! we came home and worked on my derby car until it started pouring down rain and then came in and fell asleep. love yall:)

wore this to school today. today was a viewing for the boys. very heartbreaking</3

wore this to school today. another jean jacket. i had a really bad weekend. we were gonna go to a party this weekend but thank God we didn't because 3 friends got killed. its really sad. i had a bad feeling something was gonna happen so i said to just stay at aunt trace's and have a party of our own. we had a fun time at aunt trace's house until we found out that 3 of our friends were killed. its very heartbreaking and very sad. we all just broke down when we found out. we weren't that close with them but we knew them and they knew us. they wrecked into a pond and drowned. its horrible! and i also found out that the next morning our close friend was in a very bad car accident and is now in acoma fighting for his life. its horrible! talk about a horrible weekend and start of the week! no one can focus at school because of all this. one of the 3 boys who died, was my friend breana's older brother. i feel so bad for her. i send prayers to all 4 of their families. the one who is acoma was one of my brother's best friends. they grew up together and i was right along with them. hes like another brother to me. its such a shame that all this tragedy had to happen all this weekend. its horrible. Prayers<3
 
At aunt trace's this weekend: me, Tristan, bep, mirmir, wyatt, kolby, ness-cat-purrrrrr:), buddy, scottie, brooke, & Dakota. it was so fun with just the 11 of us:) ohh yeah aunt trace and uncle steve were there too but they went down to the store with my mama and daddy, Tristan's dad and stepmom, and a whole buncha their friends. they were drinkin of course:) and so were we:) hahahaha! we hadsome fun up at the house and then we went out in the woods and had a bonfire! then we went back up to the house, found out the news:(, and then we fell asleep. i fell asleep in tristans arms because he was trying to calm me down but i just fell asleep. it was a horrible night. then i woke up to a text from my brother about his bestfriend:(.. i started crying again but it was even worse because he is like a brother to me and the doctors were saying they don't think hes gonna make it. but hes fighting it! all we can do is pray! so Tristan woke up to me crying even worse than before and i told him everything.. i calmed down and he took me to my house so i could see my brother and so i could get ready. he went up to his house to get ready while i was. he came back down to my house. then we went back up to aunt trace's for awhile. then around 5:00 we got in the truck and went to town. we had to get cigarettes and snuff. we got enough snuff to last us until next weekend. a can of snuff lasts me 4 days. in school i chew pouches and outta school i chew grains. i usually only smoke on weekends. a can of snuff lasts Tristan like 3 days. he smokes whenever i guess but mostly on weekends. hahahaah anyways.. then we decided to track down the taco truck in town to get some killer-ass tacos! these tacos are amazing! we just saw this taco truck parked the one day in town after school. we were all hungry so we decided why not? ohh my Lord! these tacos were freaking amazing! we got like 4 tacos each this weekend! and their not even that expensive! i got my mom and dad some tacos too because they love them and always get made when i get them and don't bring them any. hahah their not really mad but they want them! hahah:) then we all went to my house and stayed their for the rest of the night. my room has some new clothes in it:) from my friends! haha ohh yeah i made a deal with my parents... i said ill give you these tacos, only if you give me one of the biggest jars of shine, a bottle of my dad's brandy, and beer. hahah they agreed of course:) and i got my alcohol and they got their tacos! hahhaah it was a great deal! we didn't drink it all though. i still have half a bottle of brandy and half a jar of moonshine sitting in my room. but all the beers gone. haha we like our alcohol!